There is no unity to this post at all…hence the title.

I know its silly, stupid and irrational…but right now I feel like the only person I know that isn’t part of a couple. I’m alone, it sucks, and I hate it.

It doesn’t seem likely to change anytime soon either, given my current jaded attitude towards online dating. No one is knocking my socks off…not one person. I haven’t felt a spark for anyone in months now. I want to feel a spark. I want to have my socks knocked off. But no one is stepping up to the plate. The person that I want to step up to the plate seems to have thrown out his batting helmet.

I’m so weary of going to sleep and waking up alone. I want someone to call every day, just because they care how my day went. Someone to share the little moments of life with…like this great new car I just bought and no one has seen. I don’t care what anyone says…life is just better as part of a couple.

I read an article today about bioethics. Somewhere along the way it made a point of how much the chance of birth defects increases after a woman turns 35. I’ll be 35 in six months and there’s not even a date on my horizon, let alone marriage and children. I should probably just give up on that idea now. There’s still time for me to become the old lady with a hundred cats.