Have not been able to concentrate all day…all I’ve had on my mind is David. I miss him when we’re not together.

I’m probably making something out of nothing, but I feel a little unsettled with some of the things he said Sunday night. Namely, his statement that he didn’t feel like he was as far along in his feelings for me as he ought to be at this point. I didn’t say this at the time, but I should remind him that, in the entire grand scheme of things, we have only been together for six weeks…that’s not even a drop in the bucket of the rest of our lives. I should bear in mind as well that it could be, as the song goes, just the tequila talking.

Of course, before we fell asleep that night he had told me over and over how beautiful I was, that he cared about me and wants the best for me always. And we had certainly made a significant connection a little earlier…even he said that.

I’ve never wanted something to work out so badly, ever. Think I’ll tell him that later.